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I’m a former AD (20+ yrs DGA) who learned a lot from being the right hand of so many directors and I had wanted to direct for a long time but relied on meritocracy and the gatekeepers and finally said f**k it i’m gonna finance it myself. It has been fun and I’m enjoying the process but as you said there are good, bad and challenging days and I had to do it and hope to have another couple of full swings at it again… thanks for the essay and for commenting. I moved to Paris from LA to find my spark and in the process I lost my LA community so I’m rebuilding my community unconventionally like here on Substack.

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I’m in the middle of post on my first feature, starting to think about how the hell it is going to get out into the world and I read this - nothing new - but still, my stomach is queasy and I want to crawl into bed. Grateful for the reality check

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